The next two
weeks were like hell, HELL. Staying away from shannu had never been more
difficult than this. The minute passed so, so slow, and even thought I dint
really have time to even think about her, that is what I did all the day and
night long. Think about her, dream about her. With every breath I took.
There was no
other way to it. In the beginning I did to try to involve myself in work and
forget about her, but it just could not happen. She just could not stay away
from my mind. All I did those days was move around the house like a lovesick
lunatic. I even had that dreamy look in my eye.
“Please don’t
plan anything for the next three days.” I told anchel, one of my friend who is
a year older than me, and a very sweet friend.
“Why so? You are going on a week
end trip in the middle of the week… HANDSOME”
“No shannu is
coming….”
“And she asked
you to spend every single second of your next three days with her?” she shot.
“No I want
to….”
“Ohh, man, fuck
this love. Why did god even think of creating such a thing as love, do you
know? She questioned me and hung up the phone with anger.
Tired of
meeting at shopping malls, crowded places all the time. We decided to meet at
her house. I reached her house with some chocolates, excitement and heart full
of love. She was waiting for me in the living room, I saw her after a couple of
weeks and she had not changed I bit, she just remained the same, my angel, her
eyes, her nose, her lips, her hairs, the way she places her hair behind her ear,
her whole body drew my attention and like always I start staring at her with my
mouth open.
She ran from
the living room where she was sitting till the entrance door and hugged me
tight, “honey, I missed you so much, every second I was thinking about you, I love
you so much” she said, “me too” I said. And when she got separated from me I
could almost see tears in her beautiful eyes, “hey, its ok I am with you now,
common now cheer up” I said, “shone I want a promise from you” she said, “yes
baby, I am all yours, tell me what you want me to promise you” I asked. “I want
you to promise me that you will never ever leave me in your life, if at all I
leave you, you will give me a tight slap and hug me tight” she said. “Ohh, yes
I will do that for sure, but I think I will not be able to slap you.” I said,
we both looked at each other and smiled.
After some time
we were in her room she was showing me some pictures of her granny’s place and
she was telling me what and all she did what happened how she missed me and stuff
in those couple of weeks. Suddenly she surprised me by presenting me a t-shirt
and that too my favorite color, “ware it, I want to see how does it look on
you” she said, “NO, NO I will try it in my house” I said, “No you have to ware
it in front of me” she said with her beautiful eyes wide open, what else could
I do?, I had to ware it in front of her. “its looking good na” I asked, “yaa,
its so perfect, I cant just believe that I picked you your size so perfect, its
looking so good na” she said, she was more excited and happy than me only
because the t-shier had fir correct to me, and she gave a tight hug again.
Hugs are so special Na, it makes feel secure, so protected, makes feel
that some one is there for us all the time.
I looked, and
my eyes were stuck on you
I tried to move
the black in them, but they were stuck
Like a glue
Looking at you
for real, I noticed your eyes
That’s exactly
where your beauty lye’s
So, genuine, so
honest, so beautiful, so deep
With a glint of
light naughtiness did creep.
Finding my
dream coming true
I plated the
shivering lips to bring out the words I had
Kept for you
There were so
many things to say
I can’t
remember any of them at all.
But, I don’t
lose with that, I do things my own way……..:)
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